Sunday, May 12, 2013
To My Baby Girl Angela, My Firstborn.The meaning of your name Angela=Angel-heavenly messenger of God! When you were named it all seemed so appropriate in doing so, as you were a miricle baby, I wasn't supposed to have babies & certainly not healthy ones but there you were, living heavenly proof,an angel, in the likeness of a baby. Ang people speak to me as though this pain ought to be gone by now, as if I grieve on purpose or that the reason I still hurt is because I've not released you to The Lord Jesus Christ yet.I just say to myself,may your hearts, minds, spirits or souls never ever have to experience such a pain, that death, seems as a friend some days. Ang, I want you to know, you fulfilled your duties here on earth, within the family- for I know without doubt you would've given yourself up for any one of us; as a mother-I could only pray to be considered as good a mother as you were-you loved Faith with all your heart & she loves you; as a friend, as a woman-with a heart that trully makes heaven shine a little brighter, as a daughter-you remained true & respectful.You were my right hand!! As one with an inner beauty & an outer beauty as well. I could go on & on. Ang this place to write you just happened to pop up while I was looking for church service times, so honey, my beautiful Angel, I will receive this as from The Lord Jesus Christ, as to release you into His care now, He has assured me that I will be able to visit with you more that way, then it dawned on me YES, she'll have her wings! Then she can visit all of us! Oh I hope I've not blocked your way, please forgive me if so. Maybe,this is where He has been trying to lead me for quite some time & this week I was looking at Angel videos, I don't usually watch those things but this past week brought alot of things up & I happened to see one that led to another etc too long to write here but I must write in my journal how He has led me to this day.To be writing to You, Ang, & to feel some joy at this moment not the heaviness of greiving, can only be the doing of,The Lord Jesus Christ. He made letting you go make sense. I, Daphne P. Gil, mother of Angela M. Gil- Torris do this day,I release her from the physical realm & I commit her in her entirety of heart, soul, mind, body & spirit to The Lord Jesus Christ. Angela, You belong to God now, You belong to The Lord Jesus Christ now, You belong to Heaven-You are of above & not below go now with Lord Jesus, I am sorry for holding you here. I thought they all were trying to make me forget you & I can't do that. Angela, please forgive me for any/all things I should've never had said/or done that had/has caused you any hurt, harm or grievances. Forgive me that I was not with you in you final hours & that I'm the cause of those hours, please forgive me. Angela, you are no longer bound to this world, you are no longer bound to me, you are free & you've been freely forgiven, you are washed by The Blood of The Lamb & have been cleansed & you are robed in His Righteousness & His likeness, trully beautiful, surrounded by His Glory, your heart is beating to the sound & rhythm of His love all around you. Go now & enter in, I love you & I thank you for loving me & for loving the family you had made complete ! See you soon! I love you & I always will ! Love, Mommy:kissing_heart::purple_heart::blush:
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